Too Fast!!

My oh my, time does fly by sometimes. It seems like I just wrote my New Years blog..and yet, that was over a week ago! This past week I have stayed busy, trying best to enjoy my time with Jeremy before he heads back to work again. He'll be leaving this Saturday, and it seems like he just got here. He's been having (too many) truck problems, and so things have felt more tense this past week. Ideally, he'll have a smooth sailing ride and rest of the month, but lately that seems to be wishful thinking. I do have to say, that even with bumps in the road, things always tend to turn out for the best in our lives.

Today Julian turned 3 months old!! Its so crazy because I can remember when both of my other kids were this age, and honestly, it doesn't seem like it was that long ago. I just know, before I can realize it, Julian will be running around with a toddler sized attitude and everything cute and pudgy will be disolving memories. My life seems to move quickly and slowly all at the same time, if only I could find the perfect balance.

However quick or slow my day is moving, I will try my hardest to savor and enjoy every precious moment. Hard as that seems most days, It is a commitment I want to hold myself to. These kids are my everything... even in the most stressed and overwhelming times. They can bring the very best and even sometimes the very worst out in me but at the end of the day, when I fall asleep, they still are always the last wonderful thought on my mind. Lets keep it this way forever....